DarkCloudAssasin

You can define a person Half of the time by the lyrics of their music He listens to alternative Because he doesn't want to be defined The pages he marks on are written in Invisible ink Only he understands his legacy Everyone will stare at the scene But he will have his back turn The atrocity would expose Too much through his eyes...

I want you to notice me I want you to see that I'm dying... But I only want you to save me If you can cradle my heart gently I want you to see This person behind all the angst and misery Woe will never be me Deep down, I'm just like you; happy as can be I just want you to know I never want to be lied to All the trust I'd have for you Would go into the coffin you'd be buried into

When you're here, I'll whisper to you "goodnight" Go to my room, and keep the door open to let in some light Who could I ever fool... that is a lie For I wish once you'll come in, and rest with my body beside It's obvious, isn't it... this love I try to hide You can see it with the sparkle in my eyes Only presented at gazing at your glorious sight This man, that stands to protect me with his might My dream... is to awake and sigh At your slumbering presence, well in awe And when you open those eyes, blush will cover from cheek to jaw How you caught me red-handed peeking at your sleeping face A wonder in itself, holds such magical grace.

I'm just a broken heart I'm just a shattered soul I'm unrepairable My past is unchangeable It'll always follow me It'll always repeat Same ways New face Sick and tired of the same script I just want to give up I just want to fall I want to turn my back on this world I want to end it all This isn't a cry for help This is just a plea Let me be... Please... Let me be... I'm beginning to choke on my tears I'm cutting off all my cries I'll suffocate until you can't hear me Soon... I'll just be gone

Can you accomplish this task? A quest that seems impossible If you truly loved me, it shouldn't seem to last To love is to desire To spend with that person in what's called "forever" But... I'm a stubborn girl I won't let you in with just a few words It's painful, almost back-breaking work You mustn't walk out when it comes to worst You have to accept the awkward being I've come to be Quirks and all Must be adored, as well as these flaws I know you will have the right things to say Even after running miles in pounding rain Tell me you love me to wash away Years of weathered down tears and dismay That etched tiny little scars in my face And wh

This morning someone called me a whore Yet I kept on smiling Everyone joined in, cackling and enjoying themselves Yet I continued to walk, still smiling All was quiet in class, but the voices screamed at me Calling me vulgar names... Still smiling Then I walked around the courtyard, enjoying the silence The air was chill and lonely, but I kept smiling I laid in my cold bed, calm and still My fake smile crumbled... I wrapped my arms around my broken body Finally... no one will find me crying

My heart seems to keep beating But it won't open its gates. Not to new faces, Or to those left out in the rain. They are the ones who caused me pain Such a shame... Yet always, I took the blame It hit me like a rush of heat, my skin feeling the lick of flame. What took the punishment though was my heart So I must apologize, you never had it from the start

Shot after shot, we drank away a happy night. The room spun around and around, more and more I would pour down Laughter and cackles. giggles and sighs "I love you"s and "wo ai ni"s, all of them shameful lies A fantasy night I wish could be tre Down and down we dranks, liquor in our veins so blue Embraces and kisses, all full of lust Your seductive voice Oh how I feel disgust